Comfort in your strangeness…

Valentines day…. is one crappy day commercialized by the public to put all the hopeless romantics like me in desperate measures..
I hate valentines day! Its one of the festivities I hate most next to my birthday.. For the reasons that varies from I was never made special on those days and its another excuse to spend unnecessarily.. hehehe..

i find comfort in strange things.. im not a very materialistic type of person. It delights me when someone just remembers to call, they dont even have to come up with any materialistic gifts. There was one person, a long time ago who had given me the master key to the rooms of the hotel he worked for and carved our names on it..the gesture put a smile on my face..another person told me these words when he felt I was having one of those shitty moods “you seem to be in a shitty mood today, come away with me.” it brightened up me shitty day. I dont need flowers or the extravagant gestures, you dont have to give me a louis vuitton bag [although, that wouldnt be declined ] you can tell me you love me under the mango tree or under that bridge, or invite me to spend the day with you, bring me a manggang hilaw or a blueberry muffin just because its my favorite, and you can guarantee, the memory will last forever..

I find comfort in strange things, Im not very hard to please, so why does the world think im very complicated? Im over protective of the people i care about which im sure everybody is. Why do people have to push me to the limits? to check how far my patience go? Im a simple human being who gets tired once in a while, when i stop caring, I stop talking, when i actually stop, Im finally over you. Im bubbly and loud, happy most of the time but thats all on the outside but deep down inside my mind is like a well, I analyze everything that goes on around me, I marvel the concept of the law of gravity, I think a lot behind the reason of everything…Im a thinker, a settler, I love with passion and conviction, I get hurt easily, I’m super sensitive, but most of all I’m a girl…

So I beg of you if youre not going to stay for long and If you cant love with the same passion please dont make me find comfort in your strangeness…

~ by somebody003 on February 14, 2009.